I couldn’t stay away. Her scales on her fin weren’t cooperating like I planned so I decided to blend some … More
Author: panicattackpaints
A few years ago, I found myself in a severely abusive relationship. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, anxiety and depression all because I allowed a man to hurt me this badly, physically and mentally. One night after a night terror, I woke up feeling the panic attack on its way. By this point, I was sick of allowing that relationship to have so much control over my life. I wanted to be me again. Not a victim. Not a survivor. Just me. So, this time I reached for a canvas and the closest paint I had and began painting. From that I felt control again. I felt empowered. I felt SAFE.
This blog is to help give anyone the voice I wish I had when I was going through the same things. 10% of all painting sales are donated to a women’s shelter of your choice!
If you or someone you know needs help, or if you want to donate, you can find a location from the link below:
https://www.womenslaw.org/find-help
Flashback: What about My Dog?!?!
February 14, 2014 He threw all my things out into the yard. My bike, my ipad, my dog’s crate, the … More
Please Don’t Give Up On Me.
I thought being happy would be different. I’m not angry like I used to be. I learned the difference between … More
Flashback: The Voicemail
I thought starting this would help with the flashbacks. I thought it would be a way to release all the … More
From Animal Rights Activist to Murderer
April 10, 2018 At my job, in the middle of the parking lot in front of the two buildings, there … More