If this site was a child, CPS would’ve been called because of my neglect. If anyone’s still reading this, I … More
Author: panicattackpaints
A few years ago, I found myself in a severely abusive relationship. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, anxiety and depression all because I allowed a man to hurt me this badly, physically and mentally. One night after a night terror, I woke up feeling the panic attack on its way. By this point, I was sick of allowing that relationship to have so much control over my life. I wanted to be me again. Not a victim. Not a survivor. Just me. So, this time I reached for a canvas and the closest paint I had and began painting. From that I felt control again. I felt empowered. I felt SAFE.
This blog is to help give anyone the voice I wish I had when I was going through the same things. 10% of all painting sales are donated to a women’s shelter of your choice!
If you or someone you know needs help, or if you want to donate, you can find a location from the link below:
https://www.womenslaw.org/find-help
Gettin’ too old for this shit
I don’t always just do one painting a day. Usually I go on these paint benders and end up with … More
Oh Christmas Tree, oh fucking Christmas Tree
Who knew something as magical and exciting as Christmas could be so stressful……
The Halloween Struggle Shuffle
While some people are dancing Thriller or the Monster Mash, won’t you join me for the newest dance craze: The Halloween Struggle Shuffle.
I fucked up….
October is when my S.A.D. kicks in. I struggle with needing power and being empowered. I do things spur of the moment without thinking of the consequences because I need to feel like I am in control. And majority of the time, that does not work in my favor.